2004-7-18 13:39
亲爱的朋友：
您好！
Another beautiful summer came, I was standing beside the lake of the campus. I’ve never found the lake so blue, wind softly kissed my cheek as if he want to whisper something to me. My colored hair and pure white skirt danced with the wind. Suddenly, a sharp voice came “I didn’t love you before ”Tears rolled down my faces, I didn’t turn around, I knew it was him whom I ‘ve been in love for two years. “Ok, I got it, leave me alone ”I said each words clearly .Then, I heard the footsteps gradually lost.
We met each other in high school, at that time, he used to be an excellent student . He never disobeyed the school rules and teachers, and could successfully finish his work as a monitor. He always wore a black T-shirt and simple jeans which made him looked cool. He had few words especially to girls, but he cared for everyone. Because of his special character, lots of girls were attracted, I was not exempt .I looked at him, deeply attracted by his bright eye which showed his great energy ,but he didn’t see me in the eye, I felt a little disappointed, for there used to be many boys looking at me when I first entered the school, unfortunately, we were not divided into the same class.
Someone said I was a bad girl by the standard of a high school student.I usually went to the disco hall and net bar and even drank alcohol. Chasing fashion was my favorite, I enjoyed trying different variety of clothes and using make-ups, handful of my hair was colored red. The circle of my friends were playboys who were clearly regarded as new mankind . But to your surprise, I also liked to study. Although I did well in all my exams, I seldom communicated with teachers, they doubtless thought me as a bad student.
His name was Sky, for so many times I imagined myself as a lovely bird flying in the affectionate blue sky, but I realized it just my dream. I had to face the reality that he did not even pay any attention to me, at the same time, another boy came into my life.
I seldom chatted on line, neither did I believe cybernate love, but it was him that made me understood love was exist in everywhere, at anytime, happened to anybody. I forgot how we got to know each other, but I remembered at the very beginning, different from others, he didn’t ask me about my personal information, instead he began like this “Do you like flowers?” “Yes, of course, most girls like the representation of beauty--flowers.” ``Can you imagine the deep sorrow of someone for the girl he loved died in her flower age like the meteor lost in the sky?” He asked, ``Yes, I can, it is really a great pity!” ``No, you can’t, nobody can except me!” Then, I knew it was his girlfriend who died of blood cancer, the boy called Maple gave flowers to her everyday, hoping one day she could escape from the illness, but she still leave him and was brought to her own paradise. “ I am really sorry to hear that, don’t be too sad, just be brave, I know you once deeply loved her, but now, the only thing you can do is face the reality. Find another thing which might attract your attention. ”I said to him “Thank you, I will try” Although we haven’t seen each other, I could feel he was a good guy, so we became friends.
Sky and I still acted in our own way. We had eye contact sometimes, but lasted for few seconds. I was not a shy girl but I didn’t know why my faces became hot when I saw him. Though he was the most standard boy in my heart, I have never dared say ``I like you” because I always thought I was not good enough. Three years, he didn’t get any girl friend, I kept him as a secret and studied hard. The final Entrance Exam came, we happened to get the same score. I chose the university which he had been looking forward to without any hesitation.
I was glad that Maple was no longer affected by the death of his girl friend, he also did well in the Finally exam. He told me that he had chose a university in Shanghai. “We will be in the same city” I typed these letters, then added with a smile. “See you there later” He said happily.
A new term began, Sky was surprised when he found me in the campus, “We are in the same school again” he said to me with a smile. From that time on, he always talked to me on his own initiative, I found he was no longer what he used to be, he became more active and more initiative. Then we became good friends, we helped each other, shared happiness and sorrow together. I found he was the anchor in my life’s ocean, he was the shelter from the troubled winds. When I was tired and weak, he was always strong; when I need any hope and inspiration, he was always ready to give. I was already content with our current relationship, though we were only friends.
A month ago before I went to Shanghai, Maple’s invitation of having a face-to –face talk was refused by me. I felt keeping the mysterious sense between two people were also fantastic, moreover, I had heard that so many people ended up their friendship when they met their cybernate friend. I hoped we could be long-term friends. But when we both went to Shanghai, the tacit-understanding we had built before was gradually lost. I seldom came across him online, I guessed maybe he put all himself into study and school activities, or he found another girlfriend.
Sky and I were in love. I have never expected that moment to come, all these happened like a dream, my life became as sweet as honey. One quiet night, we sat beside the mirror-liked lake of the campus, after a few minutes’chatting, he embraced me tightly. “Don’t leave me until I marry you. Be my bride, I want you to be my bride. I will protect you all my life.” He said agitatedly. Before, I had never believed a boy’promise, but this time I was totally convinced. My head laid on his shoulder, clearly felt his soft breath. You can’ t imagine how happy a girl was when she was loved by the prince whom she had always been dreaming of. I even wanted that beatific moment to be froze, forever becoming my beautiful memory. Because of him, I no longer went to the disco hall, no longer drank so much alcohol. I tried to be a good girl of which kind he liked best. He also sacrificed a lot, he spend a great deal of time being together with me, and usually gave me some surprise.
Once, he gave me some white lilies “How did you know I like flowers?” I asked him. “because she liked” he said quickly “Who is she?” I asked again. “No, because first I don’t know what do you like, then a friend of mine said that most girls like flowers I just bought them. ”He answered nervously. I found this words were quiet familiar, this was what I have said to Forever. Sky is Maple? I asked myself. That is impossible, there couldn’t be such dramatic thing happened to me. Then I forgot about it, and spent one of the best year in my life.
One day, Sky told me that he has got something to do, he left me a kiss, then gradually disappeared from the small path of the school park. That day was my birthday, I have thought that Sky must have been looking for another big surprise to give me. After I finished my study, I turned on my computer to kill time. Maple happened to be online. “It was a long time since we haven’t met each other online! What are you doing these days?” I asked him. In fact I didn’t expected his answer, I just wanted to tell him I was deeply immersed in the loving atmosphere, but he told me, “ Today is my former girl friend’s fete-day , I went to see her, by the way, I ‘ve got a new lover, she looks much alike my dead girl friend, whenever I was together with her, I found my former girl friend was back again. We were in the same high school, at that time…”What he said shocked me much, was he really Sky? He went on, “I gave her flowers, she also liked them very much as my former girl friend.” When I heard this I had nothing to say, he was Sky, no doubtedly. All that he said reminded me why he like to send me flowers,why he was afraid of my leaving. All his emotion to his dead girl friend was put on myself, the one he loved is just his former girl friend. After a long time I asked him “Are you sure you have already escaped from the shadow of your dead girl friend? Are you sure now you only love your girl friend not for the sake of your dead girl friend? Are you sure you understand your girl friend quiet well? Have you considered what your girl friend really wants? If your answers are ‘no’ don’t you think it’s unfair for her?”
After chatting, I can’t help crying. It was dark in the night, I crazily ran to the nearest night bar, and ordered two bottles of wine. A friend here saw me and came to drink with me, I did nothing except keeping on drinking. Then I was drunk.
“Hey, beauty! lost one’s love? It doesn’t matter, there are still so many boys who want get you, like me. Dear, don’t cry!” He suddenly gave me a big hug, my tears spotted on his perfumed clean shirt. Then he helped me to turn off my phone call. “let’s be happy tonight, leave that guy alone” After he said that he put his lip on mine, I didn’t refused him because I was totally drunk. At that very moment, I caught sight of a very familiar figure. I did not know when he had been standing there, I made all my effort to push that boy, running towards Sky, but he left me on the empty street.
After we parted company, I chatted online, happened to meet Maple. He said to me “my girl friend and I have said good-bye, in fact, after you asked me so many questions, I found I should forget all my memories, care for this lovely girl from that time on, but it was her who ruined our emotion. That night, I couldn’t find her, you know, that day was her birthday, I have prepared a special gift for her, no longer flowers. So I gave her phone call, but it was powered off, I went to every nearest bar to find her. Before, I was against her to go to such places, it was you who made me understand that I should respect her own life style and pursuit, but at that night I found she was in a night bar, drunk, kissing with another boy…”
My face were covered with tears, I wanted to explain, but I did not know how…
致
礼！
crazybaby241@163.com
您好！
Another beautiful summer came, I was standing beside the lake of the campus. I’ve never found the lake so blue, wind softly kissed my cheek as if he want to whisper something to me. My colored hair and pure white skirt danced with the wind. Suddenly, a sharp voice came “I didn’t love you before ”Tears rolled down my faces, I didn’t turn around, I knew it was him whom I ‘ve been in love for two years. “Ok, I got it, leave me alone ”I said each words clearly .Then, I heard the footsteps gradually lost.
We met each other in high school, at that time, he used to be an excellent student . He never disobeyed the school rules and teachers, and could successfully finish his work as a monitor. He always wore a black T-shirt and simple jeans which made him looked cool. He had few words especially to girls, but he cared for everyone. Because of his special character, lots of girls were attracted, I was not exempt .I looked at him, deeply attracted by his bright eye which showed his great energy ,but he didn’t see me in the eye, I felt a little disappointed, for there used to be many boys looking at me when I first entered the school, unfortunately, we were not divided into the same class.
Someone said I was a bad girl by the standard of a high school student.I usually went to the disco hall and net bar and even drank alcohol. Chasing fashion was my favorite, I enjoyed trying different variety of clothes and using make-ups, handful of my hair was colored red. The circle of my friends were playboys who were clearly regarded as new mankind . But to your surprise, I also liked to study. Although I did well in all my exams, I seldom communicated with teachers, they doubtless thought me as a bad student.
His name was Sky, for so many times I imagined myself as a lovely bird flying in the affectionate blue sky, but I realized it just my dream. I had to face the reality that he did not even pay any attention to me, at the same time, another boy came into my life.
I seldom chatted on line, neither did I believe cybernate love, but it was him that made me understood love was exist in everywhere, at anytime, happened to anybody. I forgot how we got to know each other, but I remembered at the very beginning, different from others, he didn’t ask me about my personal information, instead he began like this “Do you like flowers?” “Yes, of course, most girls like the representation of beauty--flowers.” ``Can you imagine the deep sorrow of someone for the girl he loved died in her flower age like the meteor lost in the sky?” He asked, ``Yes, I can, it is really a great pity!” ``No, you can’t, nobody can except me!” Then, I knew it was his girlfriend who died of blood cancer, the boy called Maple gave flowers to her everyday, hoping one day she could escape from the illness, but she still leave him and was brought to her own paradise. “ I am really sorry to hear that, don’t be too sad, just be brave, I know you once deeply loved her, but now, the only thing you can do is face the reality. Find another thing which might attract your attention. ”I said to him “Thank you, I will try” Although we haven’t seen each other, I could feel he was a good guy, so we became friends.
Sky and I still acted in our own way. We had eye contact sometimes, but lasted for few seconds. I was not a shy girl but I didn’t know why my faces became hot when I saw him. Though he was the most standard boy in my heart, I have never dared say ``I like you” because I always thought I was not good enough. Three years, he didn’t get any girl friend, I kept him as a secret and studied hard. The final Entrance Exam came, we happened to get the same score. I chose the university which he had been looking forward to without any hesitation.
I was glad that Maple was no longer affected by the death of his girl friend, he also did well in the Finally exam. He told me that he had chose a university in Shanghai. “We will be in the same city” I typed these letters, then added with a smile. “See you there later” He said happily.
A new term began, Sky was surprised when he found me in the campus, “We are in the same school again” he said to me with a smile. From that time on, he always talked to me on his own initiative, I found he was no longer what he used to be, he became more active and more initiative. Then we became good friends, we helped each other, shared happiness and sorrow together. I found he was the anchor in my life’s ocean, he was the shelter from the troubled winds. When I was tired and weak, he was always strong; when I need any hope and inspiration, he was always ready to give. I was already content with our current relationship, though we were only friends.
A month ago before I went to Shanghai, Maple’s invitation of having a face-to –face talk was refused by me. I felt keeping the mysterious sense between two people were also fantastic, moreover, I had heard that so many people ended up their friendship when they met their cybernate friend. I hoped we could be long-term friends. But when we both went to Shanghai, the tacit-understanding we had built before was gradually lost. I seldom came across him online, I guessed maybe he put all himself into study and school activities, or he found another girlfriend.
Sky and I were in love. I have never expected that moment to come, all these happened like a dream, my life became as sweet as honey. One quiet night, we sat beside the mirror-liked lake of the campus, after a few minutes’chatting, he embraced me tightly. “Don’t leave me until I marry you. Be my bride, I want you to be my bride. I will protect you all my life.” He said agitatedly. Before, I had never believed a boy’promise, but this time I was totally convinced. My head laid on his shoulder, clearly felt his soft breath. You can’ t imagine how happy a girl was when she was loved by the prince whom she had always been dreaming of. I even wanted that beatific moment to be froze, forever becoming my beautiful memory. Because of him, I no longer went to the disco hall, no longer drank so much alcohol. I tried to be a good girl of which kind he liked best. He also sacrificed a lot, he spend a great deal of time being together with me, and usually gave me some surprise.
Once, he gave me some white lilies “How did you know I like flowers?” I asked him. “because she liked” he said quickly “Who is she?” I asked again. “No, because first I don’t know what do you like, then a friend of mine said that most girls like flowers I just bought them. ”He answered nervously. I found this words were quiet familiar, this was what I have said to Forever. Sky is Maple? I asked myself. That is impossible, there couldn’t be such dramatic thing happened to me. Then I forgot about it, and spent one of the best year in my life.
One day, Sky told me that he has got something to do, he left me a kiss, then gradually disappeared from the small path of the school park. That day was my birthday, I have thought that Sky must have been looking for another big surprise to give me. After I finished my study, I turned on my computer to kill time. Maple happened to be online. “It was a long time since we haven’t met each other online! What are you doing these days?” I asked him. In fact I didn’t expected his answer, I just wanted to tell him I was deeply immersed in the loving atmosphere, but he told me, “ Today is my former girl friend’s fete-day , I went to see her, by the way, I ‘ve got a new lover, she looks much alike my dead girl friend, whenever I was together with her, I found my former girl friend was back again. We were in the same high school, at that time…”What he said shocked me much, was he really Sky? He went on, “I gave her flowers, she also liked them very much as my former girl friend.” When I heard this I had nothing to say, he was Sky, no doubtedly. All that he said reminded me why he like to send me flowers,why he was afraid of my leaving. All his emotion to his dead girl friend was put on myself, the one he loved is just his former girl friend. After a long time I asked him “Are you sure you have already escaped from the shadow of your dead girl friend? Are you sure now you only love your girl friend not for the sake of your dead girl friend? Are you sure you understand your girl friend quiet well? Have you considered what your girl friend really wants? If your answers are ‘no’ don’t you think it’s unfair for her?”
After chatting, I can’t help crying. It was dark in the night, I crazily ran to the nearest night bar, and ordered two bottles of wine. A friend here saw me and came to drink with me, I did nothing except keeping on drinking. Then I was drunk.
“Hey, beauty! lost one’s love? It doesn’t matter, there are still so many boys who want get you, like me. Dear, don’t cry!” He suddenly gave me a big hug, my tears spotted on his perfumed clean shirt. Then he helped me to turn off my phone call. “let’s be happy tonight, leave that guy alone” After he said that he put his lip on mine, I didn’t refused him because I was totally drunk. At that very moment, I caught sight of a very familiar figure. I did not know when he had been standing there, I made all my effort to push that boy, running towards Sky, but he left me on the empty street.
After we parted company, I chatted online, happened to meet Maple. He said to me “my girl friend and I have said good-bye, in fact, after you asked me so many questions, I found I should forget all my memories, care for this lovely girl from that time on, but it was her who ruined our emotion. That night, I couldn’t find her, you know, that day was her birthday, I have prepared a special gift for her, no longer flowers. So I gave her phone call, but it was powered off, I went to every nearest bar to find her. Before, I was against her to go to such places, it was you who made me understand that I should respect her own life style and pursuit, but at that night I found she was in a night bar, drunk, kissing with another boy…”
My face were covered with tears, I wanted to explain, but I did not know how…
致
礼！
crazybaby241@163.com
Everyday under the sunshine is a good gift!
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